I am sorry to see you this down. You should call your emergency contact. Or please go to the hospital.

If I - some random dude on the internet - care about you. You should at least try to care enough to get help. You are strong enough to make that phone call.

I believe with enough help you will get better. And I believe good days are ahead of you.

Also a tip: Get help now, since you still have some money. It will give you more time to find a job once you get better.