Yeah it took me a while to realize that the lack of excitement or desire I feel for just about everything is likely a symptom of depression. The bigger problem is I don’t want to change and wouldn’t know how to anyway. How do you make yourself want something… anything.
Oh shit I might be depressed
Yeah it took me a while to realize that the lack of excitement or desire I feel for just about everything is likely a symptom of depression. The bigger problem is I don’t want to change and wouldn’t know how to anyway. How do you make yourself want something… anything.
I mean thankfully I’m already on a pretty good cocktail of meds… Well a workable amount.
Having an intense self hatred and feelings of worthlessness if you dont get “this thing” done, is what drives me