36, frustrated, angry, bored, uninspired and stuck in a safe, boring, but tolerable dead end job. A job which I’ll be stuck doing for the next 30 years till retirement cause this is as far as I can go in my life. Failed and burned out from multiple business ventures, and have completely given up hope in building a successful business empire or doing anything of note period. I’ve resigned myself to my fate. My question is how to accept & cope with the misery that is my mediocre and boring life? Drugs? Alcohol? Criminal activity?
I can’t accept it. I just keep trying to do something with my hobby (music) even though I know I won’t get anywhere. my plays have actually gone down. i still enjoy making it though so I don’t stop. i guess I’m still running on a tiny bit of hope.
Lol, I used to compose music, but I have no desire to do it anymore since I know it won’t go anywhere.