So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
Try writing anything. It doesn’t matter what. It doesn’t matter how much. Just try. Whenever you have the impulse, just write something. Don’t worry about what it is, just let it out. Do it for as long as you like: 30 seconds or 30 minutes.
You never have to show any of it to anyone… until you suddenly decide one day that you’d like to. Until then, it’s just for you.
Peace.