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    1 year ago

    I’m on MDMA. So I cried… I’ve read it before but it wasn’t as sad as now

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      1 year ago

      Oh christ why are you on Lemmy lol

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        Couldn’t sleep during the come-down. I didn’t even take that much.

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          God I hate the comedown. It wasn’t so bad the first few times but after a while it would be so so depressing for a few days/weeks after. Idk what it was I never really abused it I only did it maybe ten times and always spaced out a month or longer. Sometimes over a year. But after a while maybe I was just getting stuff that was cut more or something but the comedowns became almost unbearable. I haven’t done mdma in probably like 6 years now. But damn is it ever fun while your coming up and rolling, especially with some good friends and music.

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            The come down isn’t even that bad. You just don’t want to stop the good feelings and stay in the ecstacy a little longer. You don’t want the night to end.

            I hate the come up though. There’s always a point I feel kind of bad and as if everything around me is too much. Then I usually need like 10 minutes alone and I’m the happiest boy in the universe. The only good thing about it is that I know that I will feel great in a few minutes.

            The come down/crash of Amphetamine though is so bad that I don’t want to do it anymore. MDMA doesn’t necessarily have a come down when you drink enough (but not too much) and sleep enough, which usually is pretty easy MDMA.