• casual_turtle_stew_enjoyer
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    7 months ago

    I once had a 1000mg delta-8 gummy cause I thought it was gonna be weaker than the actual stuff. I was late to Thanksgiving because I literally could not leave my bed.

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        7 months ago

        I often times imagine failing to imagine how high I am. Then I realize I don’t actually know anymore and just drink some water and pack another bowl.

        It really used to be a problem. It still is one, but it also used to be one, perhaps moreso then and I’d like to think less-so now.

        Some days I slip up and start comparing myself to others; what if I had my shit together like some of my better-off sober friends and colleagues? Yet again, what if I were to end up worse off like some friends who’ve made poorer choices? Then I realize it’s a matter of whether I can make decisions, so I hit the t-brake and go clean for however long I feel until I’m comfortable with saying “yeah nah shits about the same where’s my trusty ol water pipe”

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          7 months ago

          Sounds like you’re pretty self aware about it all, which is a good thing imo.

          Not that my opinion matters. Do what works for you homie.