So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
Ughhh… This is one thing that’s contributing to my depression… Old “fixer-uppers” that are like a glorified shed in a flood zone, in the worst neighborhoods are going for $300k+… So I’m stuck living in a garage paying someone else’s mortgage in rent prices.