cross-posted from: https://lemmy.autism.place/post/222147
I’m excited to see what everyone else’s said, if we have a lot in common, and if some of us have some funny stuff too.
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He had a huge collection of toy cars and Lego’s. He was very into video games in which he designed and built things.
He could not stand when his foods touched.
His uncle, the last of this remaining relatives, points out that he was “not normal”.
He had difficulty sitting still, made noise, and was disruptive.
He has always talked to himself and would narrate what he was doing almost as though someone was in the room.
…Has liked to collect information about history and anything about science. He reports he “can be annoying” about it.
Though he is heterosexual, he would hang out with the gay kids because they were more accepting.
He joined the Marine Corps…it was a very intense and loud experience.
He had a very sensitive sense of smell, and would smell people as a child.
He is very sensitive to the texture of clothing and doesn’t tolerate tags. He is particular about his shoes.
He does not like to be interrupted at work and this offends other people. [He] becomes overwhelmed by unnecessary tasks such as work emails.
11/13 for me
Your collection of toy cars reminded me that I loved Hot Wheels as a kid in the '90s and early '00s. And I would often have to get more whenever we went to the store. Or at the very least see what they had. Luckily they were cheap so my parents were ok getting 1 or 2 each time.
I was also really good at remembering what ones I already had, so I knew at the store what ones I didn’t have.
It’s been a long time since I counted, but I amassed over 300 cars by the time I grew out of them.yep! we were very similar 🙂
I appreciate the story of these two sentences illustrating growing up without any diagnosis:
“Received 4th grade math homework in 2nd grade because he got furious over how trivial homework was.”
…16 years later…
“Patient has with SIGNIFICANT difficulties and enormous effort managed to complete an education.” (Emphasis theirs)
can you explain what you see as the story from those two quotes pls?
Sure!
It’s apparently a common thing: Kids who are “smart” and are clearly naturally interested in learning, are not followed up usefully. They can read novels and some basic multiplication, but have to sit in school and say the alphabet out loud and add single digits for months. Before proceeding to be told to read basic sentences for another few weeks, etc.
They are not pushed and challenged like their classmates. The teachers think everything is FINE because they are not behind, but the kids spend a full decade not learning to study properly because they don’t ever have to. They rather learn that they can fuck around and wing it and it will be passable.
Then at some point, age 15 and up, they are getting to proper challenging stuff. Armed with zero habits, no experience in failing, no experience in planning and organizing and studying methodically… Many drop out, burn out, get depressed, or all of those at once.
I am in this picture. I excelled in school almost all years and graduated in the top ten of my high school class. Then I went to an engineering school and got my ass handed to me. I managed to graduate after 5 years, but it was a struggle and my GPA was noticeably worse than high school.
- a long time without two-way communication, now he can adapt because it’s expected of him
- mostly uniform “social smile” with little variation
- generally a rather uniform and seemingly distant facial expression
- social chatting only with family members, not others
- little interest in other kids his age, rarely (if at all) being the one to initiate contact
Found this in some doctors notes from a few years back, not sure if it was specifically autism related but it seems close enough :P
It’s kinda funny now seeing my smile at the time being described with little variation and sometimes seeming sightly condescending. Makes me wonder how much of that was just me trying to smile at appropriate times
What are uniform and distant facial expressions?? This is what I’m imagining:
lol. Is that an HDMI port as mouth? :P
Basically meant a neutral facial expression with little variation, mostly staying the same. And distant as in “this has nothing to do with me” or “whatever…”
lol
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Is that an HDMI port as mouth? :P
It looks like one! But what I was going for was a forced smile.
distant as in “this has nothing to do with me” or “whatever…”
ohhh yeahhhh, I know that feeling. I’m going to pay attention to see if I notice a resembling facial expression.
My guess is that there were too many strangers around for my liking so I just kinda retracted myself to wait and see. Which isn’t all that helpful when you’re the one to be assessed :D
I am trying to find a place locally to take my assessment, but because I’m an adult, I need to pay for it. It’s so hard to get an adult diagnosis, like as if they are trying to prevent you from doing this, because it has no presence in an adult, so you’re wasting our time.
I hope I can bring back some quality lines.
I had to pay for mine too. Luckily, I found out that my local state university has a program for autistic people of all ages. I asked them for an assessment. While they didn’t conduct the assessments themselves, they gave a long list of psychologists in the area that did. I used that to find someone and was assessed within ~1.5 months. Perhaps there is something similar in your area. Maybe try internet searching for your location and autism services to find a starting point.
I hope I can bring back some quality lines.
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Will I haven’t read my report. One of the people doing the evaluation said to my mum after meeting my father " Well we can see where it comes from", it is a very fitting description.
