or maybe you do? :3c

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      Am cis male, doing my best to bring “supportive dad energy” 👍

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          nono i am actively working on getting it legally, in Germany u gotta to therapy to get those so yeaa… i have to make a convincing argument that i am not just insane but actually just sad cuz of evil manly feels and body obv… :(

          but i am “working” on it. thank you for the links tho! <3

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            much luck to you - the transphobic gatekeeping is a hurdle no matter where you are; I’m in the U.S., so I had to wait 3 months for an appointment with an endrocrinologist, but after that first appt. I was able to get injectable estrogen. However, I required two letters from psychologists and an entire year on HRT before I could get any gender-affirming surgeries, like an orchiectomy. (By comparison, a cis man is allowed to seek an orchiectomy for complaints like pain after a vasectomy, etc. and there is no mandatory wait time imposed, for the same surgery the mandatory wait is only applied to trans people.)

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      every time i try and stab myself i freak out and have somebody else do it, i would very much like that…

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        No problem! I had my retired phlebotomist relative show me how to do it correctly, which is a big part of how I psych myself out. If I don’t feel confident that I did everything right, I struggle to do stab.

        I’ll get you used to stabbing me and make sure you feel confident in your prep. I can give you more kisses every time you make progress, working up to you stabbing yourself! (⁀ᗢ⁀)

        If you can do it, I’ll give you all of the kisses you desire 😘

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    i… i dunno if ur even gonna be comf with it… what if, becuz i’m uncomfy, mabye that makes u uncomfy.

    listen, i underatand what u mean by… bend over but i think it’s a better idea to give the drugs and then some time later we can maybe do that, if u truly need it.

    i cannot do this disgusting thing yet, i’m very sori, but i’m not yet ready. i feel so uncomf in self, i cannot imagine anyone having any fun at all.

    if this really is what u want, then i hope u get it some day. but i may not be the one giving it to u and i hope u r oki with that ~

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      oh sweetie, i hope you know i would never want you to do something that makes you uncomf, your far too special for me to ever want to make you feel bad <3

      its completely understandable and very relatable not want everyting that the people around you want, and there is nothing wrong with that, however im a girl of many talents, im sure i could find a way to express to you how awesome being friends with you would be, in a way that we can both enjoy :3 and of course you can still have the drugs <3

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        btububuttbut! in the post it seemed like the reason u gav us the pills is so that u cn… u kno… do that thing…
        so i thought: ya makes sense, some peeps r sadly like this but i also was confusd since it’s u! and u r not evil or selfish or anything like that.
        i thinks the wrinkles in the woman in the image made me think the person was old, which is maybe why i thought weird about it.

        i kno the big horni is a thing and i hope i am oki with it someday…

        but thank u very much for like-- considering being my frend!!! ~ <3 <3 ~ ~ ~ <3 <3 im veryvery much amazed by that!! ! 1^ ! <3

        also thank u alsoalso so veryvey much that u r still oki with sharing drugs u hav… i don really want a big bum or what u calld tits but i wan da sof’ skin and the comf feels hopefully maybe hopefully and maybe smoother hair and the less horni cuz i rlly don like that yet