Hello,
I have schizophrenia however you won’t even know it unless I tell you myself, I only have delusion of reference and delusion of persecution. I feel like people want to harm me or mocking me. I don’t hear any voices though which is the major symptom of schizophrenia. I am afraid of water and soap too.
AMA :)
Thanks, that sounds difficult. I hope you find a way to build those relationships. Having people you can trust is such a boost to mental health.
Try to remember that most people are well meaning, but life can get in the way of how well they show it. We tend to spot this in ourselves but less easily in others. Giving people the benefit of the doubt can be the starting point for a true friendship.