i honestly think mine was sometime in 8th grade when i realized that i didn’t just admire this guy, i wanted to go out with him.
i got jealous when he jokingly flirted with guys, but at the same time hoped that he was hinting that he was queer and not just joking around.
i tend to feel more warmth in my face with a man and greatly admire him but more warmth in my heart with a woman and want to impress her, be close with her, etc, i think bisexual would be correct?
this was helpful btw!