We decided to be friends with my 1 week fling. We holded hands then I developed feeling for him too soon. I thought he was reciprocating to my feelings when he kissed me and hold me and fondled my breasts yet he wasn’t feeling the same way he says. He wants to be friends in some sort of first stage apparently. He didn’t say that to me to not make me sad. Then why we fucking kissed and played and shit in fucking 1 week? I am confused. My heart is broken. I hate my hopeless romantic self.