My parents stopped with that line (but Siberia for some reason) when I asked them to mail it to those kids so it doesn’t go to waste then.

Still took me to around 10 years old I think.

Also if everyone around you is eating disordered in the same way, you might never figure it out because you have no contrast (like OP).

Also shift work messes up your eating too. So, so many ways for it to go wrong.