Heya, I’m just gonna say this: I’ve never gotten that one in a long time. I’ve tried for years and I’ve still got no luck. It’s been one of the most frustrating experiences of mine, but it’s just been the way I’ve been feeling since I started getting into art. It’s all been hard to explain but I’m so broke and I find it hard to even talk about myself as an artist without feeling like I’m taking away from it. I feel like I’m not getting there, I’m just making it more painful and making it harder for myself to get there. I feel this way because my art is just so so bad, that’s what makes it so frustrating, but I’m just so tired of it.