It’s ok to fail. It took me years of trying. I failed massively several times over those years. I know it feels impossible to believe, but one day you will be able to not think about alcohol. Just keep practicing not drinking. Also, shrooms helped me massively.
Florida resident here. I’m very tired of the Republican infiltration of our school boards. Many of the issues are designed to break down the public school system to pave way for private education. They are trying to fuck things up so much that parents are forced to pay for education. It’s always money, just like it was profitable to use slaves.