Hey there. Something not often talked about is there are a spectrum of personalities with psychopathy that aren’t on the anti social spectrum. Georgetown is studying it right now. Your ASPD can be worked on, and you can do fine in society. Even if you don’t feel empathy, you can experience loyalty as a psychopath- and I would take that and use that as a reference point.
That’s barely any worthwhile money. I think you really overestimate how much ten k means to people - especially when it means being sucked in by a failing capitalist system.