Xmas, new year, valentine’s… Seems like the festivities are there just to remind me how much I failed as an adult man incapable of getting company. It’s been over a decade since I’ve felt this way and nothing changes.
Alcohol and porn has lost its charm over the years.
I have a screaming pillow.
It’s for screaming, the pillow itself cannot scream.
though, if it could…
…there might be other uses for it that would ease the loneliness.