I’m fixing the mistake my parents made by having me and the mistake I made not killing myself 19 years ago life a fucking idiot. My hands are bleeding from punching the wall and I won’t be able to work later anyway. Yeah so fucking funny that a kid is smelly and gross because the parents never taught it how to clean itself and wipe. So funny. It’s stinky because it’s a retard. So fucking funny. And when it learns how to be clean on its own, that’s so funny that it’s trying to be grown and normal like actual people. Funny! So fucking funny that it wants body wash, that’s so funny, a retard asking for body wash instead of an actual human being. Funny! And when it grows older and gets into skincare that’s so funny! It wants to be grown at 23! So funny that a 23 year old bought skincare products at 23 years old, that’s so funny that a 23 year old retard is stepping out of its place to try being normal that’s SO FUCKING FUNNY RIGHT? Yeah the retard should just be the stink and dirty retard it always was instead of an actual human being. I really should have killed myself sooner.
I’m wondering if I should go for the train or cop method like I planned 19 years ago or if I should do another.
Killing yourself is never the answer, but involving other people in your suicide is a major dick move.
I originally wanted to be killed by cops when I was 7. The good guys doing the right thing.