I feel less and less willing to go outside. I wasn’t born here, I naturalized. According the the current law, people who are born outisde the US are presumed to be non-citizens unless they have proof of citizenship. Don’t feel too good about that.

Every time I hear police sirens, I feel like shits about to go down and I anticipate the worst. I imagine soldiers breaking down my door and dragging me to some camp. I can’t fucking sleep well, especially because I also have trust issues with family members, who I live with.