Hey I’m in pretty much the same boat so here’s hoping for both of us 🙏 sometimes you just gotta pick a day and go do it I guess :<

I actually met some pretty cool people in a language class I took after college, don’t know if there are any near you but class environments are generally pretty low stress.

Ah I gotcha that’s a bit rough lol, maybe if you are able to find some cool people, it’ll get you used to it so you’ll be able to talk more easily with the boss-not-boss xp