I don’t think she is a bad person, after all she was the woman I fell in love with

Dude, what kind of fucked up mentality is that? People make mistake and hang out with the wrong people all the fucking time! Those school shooters and rapists you see go to jail? Yeah, they had friends and some of them were married, it doesn’t make them good people. Just accept you made a mistake and move on with your fucking life instead of creating a community to “vent” about the fact that you don’t have the courage to get your shit together.